CHOICES!

Yesterday I met one of my good friends' girlfriend for the first time. We talked about her future after receiving her Master's in Entertainment Business. She talked about how she ONLY did a few projects and was not ready for the 'big time.' My heart laughed and frowned at the same time. I remembered when I used to say that ALL THE TIME. I remembered when I didn't glorify my Divine gifts as Divine. I remembered when I chose out of default. This wasn't but a short time ago that I didn't truly acknowledge how wonderful I am.

Sometimes I used to second guess myself about everything because I did not feel I deserved it. I wanted it, but why me? I'm asking myself why not me now because I've accepted that I am a Divine representation. All that is Divine is me. I am wonderful. I am intelligent. I am compassionate. I am loving. I've learned that I have to make choices accordingly. I refuse to live by default. I am going out and just doing it. Even in failure and setbacks I'm learning and growing. If I become stagnant that I lose myself into defeat.

I understand her (my friend's girlfriend) resistant to change. I've learned that the only constant is change. Change will occur even if she initiate it or doesn't. Living by default is not fun because I hate feeling regretful. Today's lesson is to choose. Having a choice is the greatest thing about being human. Even if you choose wrong you can learn from it. Then you can choose something else. You're growing as a person. When you allow a situation choose you, you're living by default. Then you're in reactionary mode. Life is a series of choices. Today I choose to live life and love like I've never have. Today I choose to go out and get what I want. Today I choose to see the truth. Today I choose to let go and let God. Today I choose to be the person I was born to be.